Understanding Step 2: A Power Greater Than Me
“Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.”
Step 2, Alcoholics Anonymous
“So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
Isaiah 41:10 (NIV)
In the first step we came to the conclusion that our lives had somehow spun out of control – our addiction, behaviour or circumstances had taken over and chaos had ensued.
We made the brave decision to admit to ourselves that we had become powerless over these things, that there was no way for us to recover without reaching out – that we, in ourselves, did not have the solution and were unable to do it alone – but now what?
If I am unable to do it on my own, if I am powerless and helpless, maybe even hopeless – where will my help come from?
Simply put – we come to believe that a Power Greater Than Ourselves can restore us to sanity.
There are two facets to this statement.
First of all, we need to realize that there is strength in numbers. Just like 2 is a power greater than 1, 3 is a power greater than 2 and so forth, we need to understand that the group in itself – our twelve step meeting, church fellowship or family support structure – is a power greater than ourselves. A good support structure is going to be vital in your recovery from sex, drug or alcohol addiction, compulsive shopping, gambling or even overwhelming debt.
The group keeps us accountable, offers an ear willing to listen and a shoulder to cry on – and even some good advice if we choose to be open to it.
I found a lot of strength in my early recovery from attending 12 Step Meetings. In these meetings I found a group of people who had weathered many of the same storms, lived the same struggles, went through the same stuff – people who understood where I was coming from. And through the trial and error of experience, experiences we shared, we would find a way forward.
One would share their current struggle and another would relate – and after a while the solutions would present themselves. We cried together, laughed together and learned together – we overcame together through a power greater than 1. There is strength in numbers.
Secondly, it is important that we find, for ourselves, that Great Power of Salvation which is God.
For me, during my active addiction, I had backslidden – fallen away from the faith I had pre-active. I still believed in God, but my shame and fear had become a wall between me and Him. This was the situation of many I met in recovery. Others still never knew Him at all.
No-one goes to the support group looking to find God, but it has been my experience and the experience of others that it is hard NOT to find Him. It is important that we do – for I have come to realize that you can start your recovery without God, but you cannot sustain it without Him.
Ultimately, when we really look at the ‘power of the group’ we can see God between the lines. The love, the mercy, the grace of Jesus underlines the principles of the Twelve Steps – He is there, even though many never realize it. He is at work in the program. He wants to be at work in us. And all we need is just a little bit of faith – just a mustard seed of faith and the willingness to give Him a chance. I am so grateful that I did.
As I grew in my relationship with Him the walls of sin and shame started breaking down and falling away. Depression and anxiety started lifting. Real change started happening.
I started to understand the words of Paul to the Corinthians: “But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” (2 Corinthians 12:9-10)
Life did not suddenly become easier the moment I chose to turn to God – it was a process.
Slowly but surely God started working in my life – restoring my sanity, helping me let go of bad habits and bad thinking, leading me to opportunities, turning my grave into a garden.
Slowly but surely God started working in my life – and I have found in Him, a peace, joy and hope that I would not trade for anything.
And it all started with a prayer – a simple prayer: “Jesus, show me You!”
The Lord promises in the book of Jeremiah: “You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.“ (Jeremiah 29:13)
If we ask for Him to reveal Himself to us He will – and He can and will restore us to sanity.
If you would like to take this leap of faith today, pray with me: “Lord, help me today to find you. Reveal Yourself to me and show me You. Show me Your love, mercy and grace! Remove from me my twisted thinking and addictive behaviour – and help me to pursue You instead. In Jesus Name. Amen.”
If you have chosen to take this leap of faith or have any questions regarding this post, please reach out to me: andre@adlabuschagne.co.za / 0653703806. We would love to journey with you!